My blog,My Life, My rules

2010-09-30T17:58:00.003+08:00

Last blog post till 'O' level end?
Maybe will use my bro iMac to post but not my computer,
I'm going to dismantle my computer NOW!
25days to 'O'level ;)
CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!!

Its not about the time to 'O'level,
even if there is 10months to 'O'level,
you won't definitely be able to score in it...
It's all about scoring it,
not hoping it to end or fearing it to start.
All the best people ;)

Nothing improved with them,
never spoke a single words with them today,
went to school with Sebastian & JR,
didn't talk at all...
I bet this will end our friendship.
Bye,i know you guys hate me,
its okay.
You are trying to break me bit by bit,
i don't care!
All the best (:

Yeah,your 'A'level coming soon too!
Gambateh!
I know you can do it. :)
Yeah,i will miss you...
I trying not to message you,
i can tell you don't really like me too.
I'm annoying & childish.Okay!
All the best too ;)
Love is not about being together,
is about being happy.
Since you are happy without me,
than i'm more than 'happy' too? i suppose...
Forcing brings no happiness.
You don't have to like me to please me,
you don't have to message me just because it makes me feel happy,
you don't have to entertain me just because you don't want me to be EMO,
after all i'm not that important in your life.
You say you do care for me,
MAYBE...
But you once told me,
you care for all friends.
So what should i determine from these two sentences?
Of course i hope you do care me for more than just being friend.
I might not play an important role in your life,
but you play an important role in my life. (:

IMY,
ILY.♥

I dedicate this last song to you,

There's no perfection in this world.

2010-09-29T12:12:00.005+08:00

Whenever i'm chatting with you,
or i started msging you first,
i feels like i'm irritating you.

I won't give up on anything.
That's my way of life.

2010-09-28T16:57:00.006+08:00

This hurt so badly,
i don't know will you see this.
2months...
it'll be 5months already,
4thDecember,see ya than.
Sorry.

I can discard every single friends out there,
just for you.
Sorry,even if i have all friends out there,
without the one i love the most,
life is meaningless,
life doesn't mean anything.

I'm weak ain't i?
I'm gonna get stronger,
its now or never...

2010-09-28T00:17:00.007+08:00

It doesn't matter.
You are giving me fake hope after all...
In love,
the one who fall in love first is the loser...
Maybe that's the only way.
I really don't know how to express the feeling to you,
it's more than words...
I know i made you scared,Sorry.
Of cuz being with me is DL,
who don't feel so...
Just tell me in my face,
don't turn one big round to tell me such a simple thing...
FUCK.
The more i think about how you treat me,
the more i get angry.
What you said yesterday,
obviously didn't went through your mind...
Both the bad & good,
don't make me feel good if you are forcing yourself...
Of cuz i want to be with you,
but you don't want to be with me,
what to do...
You always give me hope,
but whenever i did something,
the hope is gone...
I hope i can grab you tight,
and never let go,
do whatever you want me to do,
make you the happiest girl in the world,
make you realize me.
But i'm too childish i guess,
you wouldn't like me.

I know i sent to you b4,
but i think the lyrics really suits this situation.
The video i wanted to show you went missing,
whatever...

[SR-71,My world.]
The fastest man in the world, fast asleep at the wheel
Nobody wants to be alone, so how did I get, here
When I look at you, I see him staring through
Awake and a smile, cuz he's been inside of you
Is he all the things you, tried to change me into?
Is he everything to you?

Does he make you high, make you real?
Does he make you cry? Does he know the way you feel?
Love is all around you, your universe is full
But in my world, there is only you

I can still find the smell
On my clothes and skin
I can still see your face, when youre sleeping next to him
Is he all the things you, tried to change me into?
Tell me does he…

[chorus]

I've had enough of fears, you let them out
Now I wrap myself around you
Like a blanket full of doubt
He's your everything

[chorus]

You make me high! You make me real!
You make me cry! Now you know the way I feel
Love is all around you, your universe is full
But in my world, there is only you

2010-09-27T16:31:00.012+08:00

I've tried to post something happy today,
Chat with Ren An & Kelly for 4hrs today. :)
Chat about everything & realized that what human experience is much similar.
Talk about death,
& i realized I've not much done in life,
i get scared & feel weird.
I hope this teach me not to procrastinate to people you love,
say what you want,
mean what you say,
prove what you mean.

I'm really glad that I've met you,
I'm really glad that I've love you,
I'm really glad you take me seriously.
But would you give me a chance?

Hold structure,
don't let life pass,
let yourself be free,
forget the past.

I know i'm not alone,
I'm not the only one who is broken,
& i know i'll never let you go
i could watch the world pass by,
just as long as its you & I.

I have seen what happens to a lonely heart.
And i'll scream just to get your attention.

I'll treat you better than i ever could be.
Trust me,
i will not treat you like how i treat my EX.
You are the girl that makes me feel crazy. xD

watch these,

24 is shooting me ;P

I hope this could cheer you up ;)
Yeah,you know its never too late.

There's too many song i want to sing to you,
there's too many stuff i want to tell you.

I doubt anyone other than my family,
appreciates me.

2010-09-26T20:16:00.006+08:00

Whenever i stare blank into the air,
i think of you.
& the possibility of us being together.
I know its quite impossible for us,
Comparing me to your EX,
it's like comparing heaven & earth...
I'm more stupid than him,
I'm uglier than him,
I'm younger than you which he is older than you,
I'm childish like you say,
I'm Shorter,small size than him,
I'm nothing compare to him.
I'm a nuisance compare to him & you.
But i am who i am,
like me for who i am,
& hate me for who i am.
Don't ever doubt me,
cause whatever i say in front of a certain person,
is what i say in front of any other person..
I don't act or gossip behind people back.
I know my Academics ain't good,
my English is always broken,
my Chinese sucks too...
There's nothing good in me,
until you find me out about it.
I flirt,but i don't flirt when my heart is being occupied.

I'm always very worried about you,
but i wonder you even care about it?
Does it even matter?
Do you even feel anything?
Do you even get worry about me?

At least i let you know my bad side first,
rather than making you like my good side,
& realize my bad side.

2010-09-25T01:39:00.006+08:00

I mean it okay.
don't classify me with them.

What would you do if i told you,i'm not giving up?

I thought yesterday was going to turn out good,
but seems like everything ruined it...
Boring...
alone at home ):

I think we are impossible ba...
The more i think the more i feel stupid,
i'm younger than you.
But i hope you give me a chance. :)

Someone once ask me that,
does age matter?
I replied with hesitation with a no.
But now,
i know the answer should be a yes.
It was a 4 years younger girl who asked me that,
now i'm a 1 year younger boy who ask that,
does age matter?
If only Albert Einstein was still here to help me create my time machine..

You really matter to me,
& i'm not even able to doubt myself.

You truly love him,
tell him.
i'm sick of one sided love already,
but i'm not gonna give up.

You were everything I wanted.
You were everything a girl could be.
Then you left me brokenhearted
Now you don't mean a thing to me
All I wanted was your
Love

2010-09-23T22:14:00.003+08:00

After all i'm alone from the very start,
just being naive...
The way you treating me now is completely different okay?
I need you to find me ):
be a part of me please.

I never meant to text those things,
but i need to say it out...
Sorry,
but you really show me a sight like you hate to see me,
sorry to feel this way but its what i feel...
The way you reply me,
changed.
The way you look at me have also changed.
I don't want to go out just because you promised,
i meant no point going out was because you won't even be happy about it...
The way you make me feel is dam ...
I can't even stop thinking about you,
whatever reason i emo or feel down is because of you.
whenever i'm happy or glad is because of you.
I might not smile,but i'm happy.
I might not be pissed off,but i'm pissed.
I might not be what you think i am,but i am.
Nobody knows me,
and nobody bother knowing me,
i need you...
But i know it's impossible,
you can't forget the past.
Let bygone be bygone,
but let fact be fact.

FML.
ily wholeheartedly.

2010-09-21T20:27:00.003+08:00

I've too many things to say to you,
its either i don't dare to mention it,
or there isn't enough time to finish it.

Give me the courage to say it please.♥

I don't think i suits you,
i don't think i am good enough for you,
i don't think i will be able to give you a good time,
not even mentioning life,time will do.
I think i'm such a useless kid compare to you.
Sorry.

2010-09-20T18:52:00.001+08:00

You don't know how lovely you are.
♥

2010-09-19T16:04:00.004+08:00

I don't believe that anybody,
feels the way I do about you now.
There are many things that I would like to say to you,
but I don't know how.

Miss you :)

Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I cared
And suppose that I've spent all my nights running scared
And suppose that I was never there

And my eyes are screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming
Of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you, so I guess I feel lonely too

Suppose we were happy, suppose it was true
And suppose there were cold nights
But we somehow made it through
And suppose that I'm nothing without you
But I'd rather be here with you
♥

My Horoscope
Love Zodiac Profile- Libra

If you are Libra:
You are fantastic and a very sexy lover. You love mush and romance in your relationships. You like to flirt even when you are committed but most of it is harmless fun. You tend to trust anyone very fast. So be careful because you fall in love too fast. You love peaceful dinners and relaxed evening walks with your partner. You are an extremely passionate lover and the opposite sex adores you for that. You express your love whenever and wherever you can. You take great care of your sweetheart and shower all your attention on your sweetheart.

Your kissing style:
Your kisses are wild and amazing.

To attract you, the opposite sex must be:
Stylish, sophisticated, attentive, mysterious, etc.

You are more compatible with - Aries, Aquarius, Gemini
You are less compatible with - Scorpio, Virgo, Capricorn

2010-09-19T00:22:00.001+08:00

I love talking on phone with you <3
i love talking to you ANYWHERE,ANYTIME,ABOUT ANYTHING ;D
ILY,haha

2010-09-16T18:17:00.005+08:00

Studying now, ;)
missing you every second, ):
waiting for your text. ;/
Most of the time,have to be me to start the conversation,
why can't you start talking to me first? ):

Yesterday been studying the whole day,never even touch computer to DotA,
only to update my blog. ;)
The only reason i updated my blog is because of you?
You are the only viewer of my blog,& its more than enough already.
You might think its ridiculous to post for you,
who cares about my life,maybe?
Sorry than IF you think this way.

You are everything I ever wanted and all that i dreamed of but im too scared to tell you how i feel because you dont feel the same.

1 Universe, 9 Planets, 204 Countries, 809 Islands, 7 Seas, and I had the privilege to meet you...
So,how is it going to end up?
You make me smile without even trying,
would you be my jacket?

Everybody is a genius. But, if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will spend its whole life believing that it is stupid.” -Albert Einstein

2010-09-15T20:11:00.006+08:00

I was born,to tell you i love you.
I was torn,to do what i have to,
to make you mine,stay with me tonight.
Call me,i'm desperate for your voice ):
I miss you,HXY D:
<3

Don't only do things just because you promise me,
do it with your heart & your willingness,
no point accomplishing your promises and not creating any empty promises.
But to me,if you do things only because you promise me,
it's the same as giving me empty promises,
there's no meaning in the things you do or going to do...
Don't tell me things that you will pleased me & not being truthful...
Don't tell me things that only seems true on the surface & not on the inner part...
No point deceiving me now,when you can't deceive anyone forever...
Don't even begin deceiving someone...
I hope whatever you did to me or whenever you spent time with me,
is not only because you promised me,i hope you did it because you wanted it wholeheartedly.
This isn't from any website,even the ideas wasn't from any website,
it's from within me...

Been studying the whole day today,
with RenAn & Noel ;)
from 11am to 7pm <3
Trying to brush up on my Add.math ;DDDDDDD
Thanks RenAn for helping me out whenever i can't do anything! :D
Before me & RenAn head for our dinner destination,
i saw a huge cinnamoroll plush ;D
Intending to get it for you ;D <3

I feel sick,feel heat-y,
& stomach isn't well not stomach pain,just not well D:

Used my bro's iMac to post this so coooolzxczxzc :D

2010-09-13T23:09:00.002+08:00

For Dljf- Desmond whose their name start with letter D, below are the analysis result :
Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvements, sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with sense of humor. When people bother to look deep inside they cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other people and lose your temper.

So true,but if it is so,than it's no longer being a unique one already...
But it been accurate for me ;D

It feels as if,with only you is more than enough.

2010-09-12T17:58:00.005+08:00

Every way or any way,
i think of you anytime ):

2010-09-11T04:15:00.004+08:00

IDK whether you re-read my posts when i edit it...
So gonna post a new one ;)

I'm not perfect,but i keep trying.
Cause thats what i said from the start.
♥
ily,
i miss you,i miss you,i miss you everyday.
想念你 ):

2010-09-10T22:22:00.003+08:00

Humans always judge things through its surface,
when things is usually tough because of its internal circumstances.

You asked me that because of someone else?
If it is so,
don't ask me anymore.
It always like this,
i really hate it...

I want to trust you,
but can you bring me to trust you?
I've got 心事 can you be my listener?
It's always unfair you know,
i can do it for you,
but can you do it for me?

stupid life

2010-09-09T04:23:00.004+08:00

Finally get a chance to chat with you ;D
More than willing to help you.
I really do want spend more time with you,
if it's possible...
My high for today was a chance to chat with you on phone ;D

You really sound pretty stressed,
chill,
relax,
&
do things moderately ;)
I know you have not much time left before your prelim,
but what to do,ling shi bao fuo jiao,
won't really do anything good & you should know it ):
Yeah,what's important is your 'A'level.
Don't stress yourself too much man ):
You're only making the people around you to worry more about you.
Yeah,if you need anyone to listen to you,
distress you,
you can always find me :D

I miss you terribly,
i wonder you feel the same?

Take care ,♥

2010-09-07T14:49:00.007+08:00

I hope an extraordinary day like this will come soon ;D

I feel like hugging and hold you tight. D:
I'm tired,
i need a rest...
Hope you would chat with me soon.

What is this?!
Now can't even contact you ):
Faster get a new phone la!!!

突然好想你 ♥

LOL,whatever i doing i think of you...
i thought you chatting with me than kept coming to check xD

2010-09-05T14:15:00.004+08:00

Days are hard to pass without the one you love the most being with you...
It's always tough to be happy when the one you desire the most isn't there.
So near yet so far.
Tomorrow time to start studying already ;)
no much time left,CHIONG!

My day started very badly today,
Stomachache twice,than feel like vomiting once.XINKU D:
She has been ignoring me since yesterday 2243 ;/
I'm sorry ):

2010-09-04T23:34:00.004+08:00

Before being happy,
things is always sorrow & rough..
It's unfair,when things don't turn out the way you wanted even if you have been through sorrowfulness...
People around me always tell me things is happening not on the right time,
but when is it the right time?
It's your choice to make that difference...
Being happy is a choice?
But being not lonely is never a choice one could make...
I really hate being lonely,
especially when stuff don't turn out right!
I always hope there's someone that i could fall back on if i am too tired...
Why isn't there any kind soul in this world of mine?
Is there even a hug-gable person in my dimension?
Everything seems fake & nothing feels real.
I'm tired already,
even though i found someone to fall back on,
but it won't let me to...
Life is so unfair,i hate life...
I've never did like myself but me myself is the only one always being with me...
When things get to you so often,
you would eventually like that thing.
Well,i really don't need you to love me...
Just let me love you,
I really feel like crying right now ):

So what if i posted all these stuff?
Nobody will bother reading them,
nobody will come and comfort me.
I really hope you are the "NOBODY".
You should know i'm referring to you.. ):

I really hope i could live laugh love too,
these are the things i like to do,
nothing more.

I am part of a lost generation
and I refuse to believe that
I can change the world
I realize this may be a shock but
“Happiness comes from within.”
is a lie, and
“Money will make me happy.”
So in 30 years I will tell my children
they are not the most important thing in my life
My employer will know that
I have my priorities straight because
work
is more important than
family
I tell you this
Once upon a time
Families stayed together
but this will not be true in my era
This is a quick fix society
Experts tell me
30 years from now, I will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce
I do not concede that
I will live in a country of my own making
In the future
Environmental destruction will be the norm
No longer can it be said that
My peers and I care about this earth
It will be evident that
My generation is apathetic and lethargic
It is foolish to presume that
There is hope.
And all of this will come true unless we choose to reverse it .
- Jonathan Reed

2010-09-04T00:29:00.001+08:00

Why must it always be you?
Sick & tired of you already...

I can ensure you that i might be the same as everyone else,
but i won't two-time anyone.
KANPUA TIONGXIM ONE!♥

When death starts to embrace you,
you will start to realize what you are.

2010-08-29T03:19:00.003+08:00

I really love this picture :)
However not everyone there..
It been a great time at MarinaBaySands with clique,
YEAH!Thanks to NLS,gave us the chance to visit skypark for free ;)
Thanks bro.<3
Well it was on Friday ;)

WAAAAA today went to study at Library ;)
did quite a number of Mathematics Paper 1,
feel kinda good ;)

It's time to sleep,
bye.

2010-08-25T04:53:00.002+08:00

Well,what i post nobody bother to read also.
But,frankly speaking blog is just a place for you to type out your problems
& try to gain feedback from your friends ;/

It's 4.54A.M , and i'm clueless what i'm thinking now...
It's no use,i dun think you feel the same.
It's okay if you don't,just be frank with me...
I bet you will be reading this but not going to be soon,
but who actually cares,nobody read it.
Yeah,please do take care of yourself ;)

"O" Level is around the corner,
Prelim 2 starts on MID-September,which is one month away from now.
After a month after Prelim it would be the actual thing already...
Screwed up,but i really hope i could find my determination & encouragement soon!
Prelim 1 didn't really go well although i've not get back my result,
but i know that i won't do well is because i did not even bother studying...
hais,FML.
Okay,time to head to bed,been up for 24hrs already.

她不爱我-

2010-08-24T20:16:00.000+08:00

我知道她不爱我

2010-08-21T01:16:00.003+08:00

Everyone have a unique features that make them unique,
however the uniqueness is only visible to others.

Nobody can escape fate,
if someone could escape fate it means that the certain person is immortal,
because death is a fate.
However fate can be changed ;)

Use what you learned & create what you have not.-

2010-08-18T17:12:00.003+08:00

Oh,my 100th post..
Been having prelims & also just had my O'level English oral,
worst part of all flunk almost everything!):
English oral wasn't even difficult!
I got myself being nervous & made my mind went blank out of a sudden...
a BOO for myself ):
Gonna do better for my O'level English paper (:
Kinda boring at home also,
just feel like stoning...

Everybody have their own uniqueness,
only others realized your uniqueness & admire them.

here & there,
EVERYWHERE!

2010-08-15T00:59:00.002+08:00

Today went out with my usual CLIQUE,
did enjoy myself today...
They probably won't even read this post,
but whatever i will just post for people who are reading it.

If friends is someone who are there for you when you need them,
than i think i don't have any...
Your life is like a house,
your parents is the one who gave you life which is the base of a house,
friends is like the pillar who supports you through your life,
& the roof and the walls is the one whom you trust and love the most,
they are there to prevent problems to enter your life.
Of course this is by myself,it might be right & it might be wrong...

In this world,
the one you can only trust is yourself.
In this world,
you are having test every single moment of your life,
things happens so quickly you don't even realize it until it happen.
That is why people only regret after things is done or gone.
I’ve learned that people will always disappoint you in ways you could never imagine. The key is not to trust or expect too much.

2010-08-14T12:34:00.002+08:00

This is exactly how i feel...

If you’re going to love me, love me deeply. If you’re going to break my heart, then break it all. If you’re going to care, care for me completely. If you decide not to hold me, then just let me fall. If you’re going to stay, then stay forever and if you want to leave, then do it today. If you’re going to change, change for the better. And if you’re going to talk, please mean what you say.

I may have gotten all these from websites,
but it doesn't means that what i feel is not the same.
What i feel is all written in my blog,
the past,
the present.

2010-08-13T14:19:00.001+08:00

When you decided to walk away from my life,
please don't come back again it only hurt to see you again.
Bbye.

I've got to be good to myself,
i am who i am,
accept it or don't accept it,
it is up to you just don't try to change it.
With love there's hatred.

Hmmm

2010-08-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

Hey viewers ;)
Here to post nothing!
I've no idea what to post today cause nothing happen much today.
I've been DotA-ing past these days,
today been playing with Rayson & gang ;) against my own DotA team.

Hope things won't be repeating itself,
tired of it ):

Say no more,only Time can tell-

wow

2010-08-09T01:09:00.002+08:00

I've just realized that love is one sided when it comes to activity,
i only realized this when i chat with someone...
But when this came to my mind,i do not know what i desire or love to do...
I think i love to spend time with my loves one such as friends,relatives & even my partner in life...
I just like to chat with them & do whatever things that will bring new collection to my memories.
Idk about people out there,but i think love should be shared between the both people without any deterrence.

I feel sorrow entering my life once again-

Rotting.

2010-08-08T13:51:00.004+08:00

Yeah,yet another day at home & stoning in front of my computer...
Feel like studying but doesn't have the environment to,
this thing sucks..
If you are viewing my post right now,please let me know by leaving a note in my tagboard thanks :D

2010-08-07T18:21:00.002+08:00

Gonna post some more meaningful pictures & quotes up on my blog when i'm free,stay tune(:

-Human tend to forget what they should remember & remember what they should forget.

Torn apart.

2010-08-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

Come & go at times,
it had been a long time since i last posted.
I doubt anyone here to view my blog too.
Recently a lot did happen among me,feel kind of lost among myself...
Out of nowhere,problems appears & nobody heres to solve them for me.
Suffering alone & quietly,it just seems like history's repeating itself.
It might be true that feelings do come & go easily,
but for me,
once it comes it scarred my heart.
Yeah you said that when i could say these kind of stuffs easily it also meant that i could easily say it to other people.
But frankly speaking,i don't.
I may look like one,but i don't think & act like one.
It's up to you to believe what i said,
whatever i need to say to you I've told you,
you live your life i can't change that fact.
It's time to be a selfish guy & live my own world.

Say you love me-

2010-03-15T15:49:00.005+08:00

haha...
long time no update le...
有心事...
hate this feeling,really hate it!
why must it be like this? :[
doesn't matter it's over ;/

Didn't sleep for more than 24hours already ;/
off i go...

2010-01-12T16:31:00.003+08:00

O'level result have just been release yesterday,
i know some of my friends are upset about their result...
well my advice is to just look forward and get to somewhere you got slight interest in & work hard from there on...
Most of the people learn history & learning history is for us to learn the mistake humans have done so we would not make the same mistake...
& today is tomorrow history,
whatever mistake you done today,
don't make the same mistake tomorrow,
learn from mistakes..
hence,look forward...Forgive & Forget...

2010-01-01T20:26:00.001+08:00

My Horoscope
Love Zodiac Profile- Libra

If you are Libra:
You are fantastic and a very sexy lover. You love mush and romance in your relationships. You like to flirt even when you are committed but most of it is harmless fun. You tend to trust anyone very fast. So be careful because you fall in love too fast. You love peaceful dinners and relaxed evening walks with your partner. You are an extremely passionate lover and the opposite sex adores you for that. You express your love whenever and wherever you can. You take great care of your sweetheart and shower all your attention on your sweetheart.

Your kissing style:
Your kisses are wild and amazing.

To attract you, the opposite sex must be:
Stylish, sophisticated, attentive, mysterious, etc.

You are more compatible with - Aries, Aquarius, Gemini
You are less compatible with - Scorpio, Virgo, Capricorn

My darling horoscope
Love Zodiac Profile- Leo

If you are Leo:
You like to have the upper hand in your relationships. You prefer to be chased by the opposite sex and not vice-versa. You are very protective about your beloved. You are totally indulgent and like to woo the opposite sex in style. Candle-lit dinners, flower bouquets, mushy greeting cards, chocolates are your weapons of choice. You are a very passionate lover. Pleasure is foremost on your mind. You know how to make your sweetheart feel special. At times you get jealous in your relationships.

Your kissing style:
You are a superb kisser. Your kisses are remembered forever.

To attract you, the opposite sex must be:
attentive, indulgent, entertaining, respectful, etc.

You are more compatible with - Sagittarius, Aquarius, Aries, Pisces
You are less compatible with - Scorpio, Gemini, Capricorn

2009-12-23T11:35:00.002+08:00

Yay!today darling coming back!!
can't wait for her to be back man...
imissher like crazy ;/

Dam it!no more money!!how to survive during xmas ~_~
so much planning from frens...can i stay at home?
meet this group of fren like pangseh another group...
sian...dno what to do ~_~

i♥思zhen,

♥desmond, ;D

2009-12-22T12:32:00.003+08:00

darling trip to malaysia day 3.
hahas,everyday first thing to do in the morning is to blog...
i really miss you like mad T_T
Hope you have a fun trip ;D
do take care hahaha...
i♥思zhen like crazy,

♥desmond,

2009-12-21T13:13:00.001+08:00

Darling trip to malaysia day 2,
cant wait for her to come back seriously...
i keep having nightmare in my sleep i cant stand it T_T
i hope it won't come true...
imy like crazy...
i♥思zhen

♥Desmond,

2009-12-20T13:10:00.005+08:00

Your first day on the trip to Malaysia.
without you...i slept at 6+am
couldn't sleep,
flu came in to my body,
tears came out from my eyes during my sleep,
nightmare appears during my sleep...
i couldn't stand it...
the nightmare,the flu,the tears,my insomnia...
In the nightmare,you walked away with someone too ;/
playing happily in front of me...
i really can't stand it & it woke me up..
Just here to say i really miss you my aiai♥
i♥you,思zhen.

♥Desmond,

[Edit]
Bored to the max.
Miss you to the max.
So in order to kill time,
i decided to head to my bed for a nap...
Ohya,also my N'lvl result i score 16points promoting to sec 5.

2009-12-18T20:05:00.001+08:00

Get promoted to sec 5 ;D
score 16Points for N'level ;D

Darling will be going to Malaysia on Sunday T_T
will miss her badly...do take care ;D
imy <3

2009-12-06T09:24:00.001+08:00

Don't really know what to post ;/
Just Lazing at home ;]
pretty bored tho...

2009-11-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

It seems there alot problems in our relationship now...
i think the problem is me ba...
Being so petty,jealous easily but how to control it?
i love her too much T_T
she doesn't seems to know,she thought i just sweet talking with her...
seriously i'm not...
hais...i seriously need to see you before i get mad T_T
after all i could only say sorry other than sorry...
I'M REALLY SORRY,Cerlyn Darling...
I really love you...

2009-11-23T17:09:00.003+08:00

You never know how much i miss you,
i want you like the soil yearns for the rain.

♥C'lynliew,思zhen.

2009-11-20T04:27:00.002+08:00

Have been missing everyone in my life ;x
Meet up soon everyone!
7xD,2besties,Relatives & darling ;D

When i was working at banquet just now in the evening at marina mandarin.
it was a wedding dinner & whenever there is a wedding dinner i will wonder in 7xD-
who will be the first to marry ;x
& i think it will be me LOL
& the last might be jr or ahbuii?
& whenever i work at banquet i will think of you hmmm wonder will the special day be with you or not?
Love upon this age ain't reliable for a lifetime but i really hope it became reality with you in the future than just pure thoughts :D
Also my wedding dinner won't have any stupid yumseng thingy ;x ,find it ridiculous :D

& its 4.30am i promise dar to sleep before 3.30am sorry dar,break promise again...
so it's time for Mr.Lim to be in the LALALAnd! :D

2009-11-15T02:58:00.001+08:00

Cerlyn liew.
I really love you ;x
Don't doubt it ;D

2009-11-07T04:44:00.003+08:00

Been working these few days,

hence no time to update!

Please understand.LOL

Say It Again lyrics

Thing about love, is I never saw it coming
You kinda crept up into me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering
Is this true? I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love
Say it again

The thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you open the door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a litter louder
Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love

And it feels like it's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cause I love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world starts to listen when you tell me you're in love

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

When you tell me you're in love

Say it again

I really love you & don't say things that are ridiculous to me!

If you think that you say you should let me go & i would reply ok,

that would be ridiculous ain't it when i'm in love with you!

So please stop it ;D

<3>

& i also hope your feeling towards me ain't fake..

as far as people concern about what so true about this age love,

it's all fake...

alright,it might be true but our memories together ain't fake,

it's all true & we could grow a much stronger bond towards the future

& i believe we can,

am i right C'lyn? ;D

ily,

imy,

cerlynliew思zhen.♥

There's no option to live,

but there's an option on how to live your life!

Live it wisely,

usefully,

happily,

comfortably

& Cherish whatever you got!

You only have a chance to live your life...

use this chance carefully,

hence safety come first! :D

So,it time to sleep

reached home 2+am today...

tiring day,

off i go enjoy the stay in my blog & i hope you live your life wisely ;D

[edit]
& i don't want you to work at the place i told you not to
is because i dun want you to be that tired...
but it seems like you didn't realize why i ask you not to work there,
so i got nothing to say anymore...happy working there than.

2009-10-29T02:40:00.001+08:00

I miss you

I love you ♥

2009-10-28T12:05:00.002+08:00

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-~~New wallet ;x~~
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

Only 2 wishes came true ;]
But still i have a great bday with you guys! :D

2009-10-26T13:58:00.002+08:00

Being together doesn't means happiness..

I have good memories with you & i want more!

i want today to be tomorrow good history.

Being single doesn't means you are happy too.

I hate feeling like this!

I don't want to live,

I don't want to breathe,

Unless you are next to me,

You take the pain i feel.

2009-10-25T03:49:00.002+08:00

I always wondered is your life better with or without me? ;/

Music:Comatose

By:Skillet

I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of
Is waking to you

Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize
I'm slowly losing you

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
'Less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away

Oh, how I adore you
Oh, how I thirst for you
Oh, how I need you

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
'Less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

Breathing life, waking up
My eyes open up

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe
'Less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

Oh, how I adore you
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Oh, how I thirst for you
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Oh, how I adore you
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)

2009-10-22T23:10:00.003+08:00

Everything is a lie,A LIE & A LIE...

The one i want to rely on and share what i feel is going to be a lie...

LOVE is a lie.

Maturing is a lie.

But feeling ain't lie,

trust your instinct...

& for Fsake,

i am so Fconfuse..

idk what to do &

who the hell would know something that you didn't mention,

not even god.

God is a lie too,

if there were god in this world there won't be suffering...

& sorry to people who believe in God...

Birthday Boy

2009-10-22T13:46:00.000+08:00

ohya forget post birthday boy ;]

May my wishes come true ;]

Photos

2009-10-22T03:44:00.002+08:00

Updated photos.

let the photo do the talking ;]

ShuaiGe,UglyGuy & meinv ;]

Standing:Shunda,Lingsheng,Sebastian,Zhangrong & Ahbuii ;]

Seating:Junrong,ME,Zongyi & bingjun ;]

Ahbuii,Lingsheng & Shunda ;]

Lazy post le...

Birthday.

2009-10-18T17:39:00.007+08:00

16/10/09
Birthday eve!
Went out with family to have dinner,
after dinner went to meet my cousins,
went for movie and desert
than head home around 2am ;]
Let the photo do the talking ;]

Handsome right? :x
There's more at FaceBook ;]

17/10/09
Birthday!
Waiting for 12noon to reach so i could go out,
when i was playing my comp,
my mum suddenly went to check the door thought it was my dad,
she saw a group of kids and asked whether was it my friends.
so i went out to check and found out it was,
Lingsheng
Sebastian
Shunda
Junrong
Bingjun
Ahbuii
Zongyi
Zhangrong

Thanks for the surprise guys! :D

After that,went to yewtee to take train and as well meet up with
Darling♥,Pearlina & Jovi.
head to Suntec to meet RenAn & than head to Kbox...
after Kbox we went to YukiYaki at MarinaSq
YukiYaki have BBQ,Steamboat & Sushi buffet.
there's also frying Icecream but have to add $2 on,
no money than did not add ;[
okay,eat till 10.30pm
went to DoubyGhuat for lanshop ;x
Chambers cost 90cent/hr with goodcomps ;]
played from 12.30am ~ 6.45am.
than headed home.
Thanks for the party guys!
MORE PHOTOS LATER!

Also,
Happy 1st Month Anniversary,
C'lyn darling ♥
woaini ♥ ,
& Sorry no present cuz i'm broke ;[

2009-10-12T13:25:00.002+08:00

Just feel like posting,
hahas...
Going to be a busy week...
Birthday reaching in 5days! :D

Imissyou badly ;[
I♥you deeply ;]

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

2009-10-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

I rather we quarrel now,
than dun understand each other...

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

2009-10-08T16:43:00.002+08:00

...
I know i'm bad ;[
hate me,
dislike me,
scold me,
just do whatever you want,
just don't ignore me.

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

2nd day of N's...

2009-10-06T17:50:00.006+08:00

So far so good for my N'level ;]

A promise is a promise,
promise is not meant to be broken!

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

[Edit]
We shouldn't do what each other like,
we shouldn't not do what each other dislike,
this means we are changing to what each likes
& became one new self...
Be who we are,
live with it,
no matter with who,
you are what you are...
Of course,bad habits should be gone too!

We shouldn't be doing everything together!
of course i don't mean we shouldn't,
but if you do everything together,
we need to consider many stuffs
and after sometimes we get sick of each other,
cause usually we ain't doing what we like...

[edit]11.13pm
It takes a million tries to make someone happy,
but it takes a single try to make someone sad...
Just like love,
you take a breathe to say iloveyou,
but it takes a whole lifetime to prove it...
Cheering people up is not a simple task,
that's why i always admire people who can cheer people up easily...
& wondered to myself am i one of them who can cheer people up easily?

♥C'lyn aiai,

Next day!

2009-10-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be the start of N'level ;]
all the best,
and hope that paper will be easy
and to faster finish N's...

I feel so useless...
i always felt jealous
and idk why...
whenever i look into your eyes
i feel so deep in love with you!
& become speechless...
Whenever i hold your hand tightly
i don't wanna let you go...
because i'm afraid of losing you...
but always your action towards him is different...
seeing is believing...
believing is something...

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

Final countdown day 1,

2009-10-04T00:10:00.004+08:00

Final countdown day 1,
Tomorrow will be the day where N'lvl start ;]
all the best people,
just do your best...

I ♥you,
seriously,
words cannot describe how i feel.
♥Cerlyn aiai ;]

Why also,
you always seems like you want to win,
and also think that you are the only right one...
;[

I want a Razer Mamba! :x

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

Still i got things i do not dare to say,
cause i dun want to lose you.♥

Daily love horoscope,04/10/09
Work may be difficult today but you can turn the mood around with your attitude. Focus on your weekend plans with your sweetheart, and the day will fly by.

Yesterday horoscope,03/10/09
Every obstacle you run into isn't necessarily bad news. Right now you could start running into road blocks left and right, so don't get frustrated. Each limit is there for a reason, and you need to understand why it could be there. You may have to struggle more than usual in your daily routine, and you could have an especially hard time helping the people you want to help. They aren't disappointed in you, so don't worry about letting anyone down.

true...

Today horoscope,04/10/09
Small, intimate settings are more to your liking today, so try to avoid big parties and crowds and focus on interviews, dates and other one-on-one activities. Your partner appreciates it!

okay, ;D

[Edit]
True or fake?
idk...

Final countdown day 2,

2009-10-02T23:20:00.006+08:00

Final countdown day 2,
lol...Cannot make it to N's le...
all the best to all people take N's next monday ;]
which is 2days ltr...

I think i trusted you more than before,
a lot more than before...
Because i love you ;]
aiai♥
I ♥you,
Cerlyn ;]

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

[edit]
Is there somethings you still didn't mention about?
Do you have secret i doesn't know?
Do you have stuff you wouldn't want to tell me?
Are you avoiding me?.
Are you missing me?.
Are you loving me?
I'm asking this is because,
i ♥ you more than anyone does...
i ♥you deeper than you can imagine...

&
i grab this in Jiejie blog,
I did edit some of the parts,actually most of the parts ;x
Love is not to forget but to forgive,
Love is not to see but to understand,
Love is not to hear but to listen,
Love is not to let go but to hold on,
Don't ever leave the one who love you as what you are,
Find one who call you beautiful rather than hot,
Who call you back after u hang up the phone on him,
Who will stay awake to watch you sleep,
Wait for the guy to kiss your forehead,
Who show you off infront of the world when you are full of sweat,
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares for you,
and how lucky he is to be with you,
Wait for the one who turns to his friends to say that 'it's her'
i find this very meaningful ;]
Ain't it describing me? hahas! ;x

Final countdown day 3,

2009-10-01T23:10:00.003+08:00

Final countdown day 3,
hahas...
3 more days to N'lvl ...
how i wish to faster finish all the paper,
at the same time i wish i could have more time to study ;x
Complicated huh?
these means that i'm not prepared lol...

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

This year i think i wouldn't get much birthday gifts also ;]

[Edit]
Just like what i predicted...
Everything happens,
you say the same thing...

Final countdown day 4.

2009-09-30T21:54:00.004+08:00

Final countdown day 4,
You might think i'm lying,
but it's just my feeling...

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥
-Ear piece

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

我爱你。
i♥you.
CerlynLiew思zhen.
hahas!

[Edit]
Sometimes,
you say something,
i really don't feel like replying...
Cause i really do not know how to reply you...
I don't want to change you,
i don't feel like telling what i really feel,
i won't be happy with it,
hence i need to learn to live with it...

Live with what you have,
earn what you don't.

Final countdown day 5.

2009-09-29T16:51:00.004+08:00

It the final countdown,
5days,to N'lvl...
all the best for all candidate for N'lvl ;D
I wants to thank certain people,
aiai♥,
for helping me to adapt to studying often...
for retiring DotA at this very critical moment...
I ♥ you ;D
Pearlina jiejie,
been helping me all along with my studies too! :D
xiexie...

Special thanks to,
Sebastian chai ;]
for introducing them to me! :D
i really do appreciate it,
also,
dun give up ALRIGHT! :D
we will all be behind you to support you ;]

Sorry didn't mention everyone,
of course people who gives me support ;]
my FAMILY,7xiongdi -
7-xD
All the best 7xiongdi..
;]

People who are taking their O's and A's also all the best!
not much time left too ;]
Gambateh!

Final countdown to N's ?
dun remember after N's my birthday! :D
so my wishlist is here STILL!
Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

hahas

2009-09-28T22:26:00.002+08:00

HAHAS!
Today CLB oral at Zhenghua Sec,
went in the school straight see friend ;x
than later see another friend...
the CLB oral cmi...
dno how read a lot of words,
plus conversation i add in a lot of english word LOL!.
Than went to study with Da ge,Er ge,San ge,Pearlina Jie & aiai♥

I think that your voice sounds nicer than any of the song i have ever listened...
But to you,it's not,apparently any music can beat the fight of my voice.

Also,know the full story before reacting...
for everyone who is reading my blog.

I dun think i need to treat you the best,
because you aren't treating me well too...
I dun want to change you,
just be yourself cause i doesn't want to teach anyone,
i dun want to lose anymore friends by changing them.
Should i not care you?
Since you aren't really caring me...

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

hm

2009-09-27T08:22:00.006+08:00

Yesterday,Saturday
went to school in the morning for A-math remedial...
after that went to meet aiai♥,
studied till 7,
went to yewtee ate with Sebastian,aiai♥ and Pearlina ;]
after that went to my house bcuz i'm going out again,
met bingjun,at lot1 11pm to study.
we study till 6am den basketball till 8... ;]
now is 8.24am ;]
I did almost my whole book of 10years series for Physics ;x

♥
If you feel jealous upon someone,
means you are in love with that somebody...
I dun want to feel jealous also,
but your action did it ;[
i hate being a jealousy guy,
it make me weak,
it make me feel like i don't let you do anything,
...

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

Today horoscope,27/09/09
You may really want to help a friend or coworker who is struggling to keep up right now, but there are limits to what you can do. Don't beat yourself up if you can't make their world as bright as you feel it should be. Everyone goes through tough times, and this person will get through it. More than anything, they just need your support right now. You might not be able to change anything for them, but you can be their friend -- and that's priceless. So just aim for that

Okay,
This picture very long le,
sister just post it's a candid btw,
quite nice so posted it up ;D

[Edit]
Read this lyrics ;x
Kryptonite [Three Door Down]
Well I took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind
I left my body lying somewhere in the sands of time
But I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float to the dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something to do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll be my friend at the end

And if I go crazy then will you still call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand?
I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might
Kryptonite

You call me strong, you call me weak
But still your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times
I never let you down

You stumbled in and bumped your head
If not for me then you'd be dead
I picked you up and put you back on solid ground

If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand
I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might
Kryptonite

If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand?
I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might
Kryptonite, yeah

If I go crazy then will you still call me Superman?
If I'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand?
I'll keep you by my side with my superhuman might
Kryptonite

;]
Went out around 1+ meet Bingjun to meet up with aiai♥ to study.
went home around 7+ . ;]

Why i always think the same thing as others ;x
it makes me feel like i'm copying xD
I wonder do you know what i'm thinking...
Cause whenever i do something i won't notice...

i ♥ Sotong ;]
Wo shi Goldfish ;x

18.09.09,it's a Friday...

2009-09-26T00:37:00.002+08:00

18.09.09,it's a Friday...
Read the previous post this was a post just for fun ;]

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

hehe

2009-09-25T23:14:00.005+08:00

Today went dating ;]
hahas,watch WhiteOut.
good show for me...hahas...
Went home around 8.30pm,
as usual no dinner ;x
mama know sure scold me ;[
i ♥ you.

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D
-Jacket ;x
-Red checker shirt ;x
-Ear Pierce
-Galileo Telescope♥

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

[Edit]
I gave you all my trust,
seriously i trust you already...

However,

Your action dun seems to fit what you say...
The action i show you
you did not observe it,
& did not realize what i meant ;[

I though i have done the best,
i though i'm the best...
But when i looked at you,
i did nothing near the best...
When you tell me i'm good to you,
i doubt it,
cause i doubt myself even before you did...
I am scared of losing you,
hence i did not dare to let your hand go...

i ♥YOU ;]

2009-09-24T16:12:00.002+08:00

Going out soon,
to study...

BTW,
when i listen to the song Missy,
i think anyone who play audition will know that song.
i find it very ridiculous...
it like a insult to all female,lol...
it make it seems that all females are in love with money ;x
but at the very least,
i know my girl not one of them ;]
but the very most idk.hahas...

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

Financial considerations could tempt you to throw away donation requests from worthy nonprofits that you've supported in the past. Overcome your overcautious approach to cutting back expenses. Even if you're in a bit of a financial bind at the moment, you can still contribute something and spread some good in the world. The small amounts you send will hardly impact your stricter budget -- it will give you a smile of satisfaction rather than a miserly frown.

Okay,

hm

2009-09-23T21:07:00.002+08:00

Sorry did not update blog as there was no time to do so! ;]

i LOVE you! :D
18/09/09-a Friday,
a special Friday ;]
This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself
It's you and no one else

I wonder if money is more important to you,
if it is,i'm not fit for you.

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

Today horoscope,23/09/09

Valuable things can be found in some surprising places, so be very careful that you don't throw out the good with the bad today. Sort through the things that are making you unhappy. But remember -- something of worth is in there too. Perhaps there's some sort of lesson to learn? Be sure to retain a relationship, lesson, or idea that makes you a little uncomfortable right now, because those are the things that will prove themselves most useful in your future.

True,i got something to tell you...
i dun dare to mention about it,
i scared you will be angry...

Show me that good things come
To those who wait...

hahs

2009-09-20T22:51:00.003+08:00

First one? i took it?
hahas okay...
shock?shy?sad?happy?
how you feel? hahas!

Today Horoscope,20/09/09
You're so darned happy, you're bubbling over. It's a wonderful feeling -- but if it's because you're in love, go easy on the rest of the world. You know how irritating it is to hear about the love of someone's life over and over and over again? You know how you just want to stuff a sock in their mouth when they keep bringing the conversation back to their beloved over and over and over again? Right. That could be you if you're not careful. Think before you mention how cute they are -- again

very,Very,vEry,veRy,verY,VERY TRUE! ;x

okay btw people today is,2009 2009 ;] the date.

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

i failed,

2009-09-19T11:26:00.004+08:00

I think i failed being,
a friend,
a lover,
a brother...

;/

[Edit]
Back,
And true being happy doesn't mean being perfect.
I'm glad that i was able to be with you,
but if only you are willing to be with me,
i will be happy.
Also,
you are happy,is also i'm happy ;]

Today horoscope,19/09/09
You know exactly how to make any tough situation turn out well, even before the details have been presented to you. So now, when a loved one comes to you with a problem they're absolutely sure is impossible to solve, you'll turn to them with a smile -- and a solution they can not only live with, but learn to love. It's not that you're magically gifted. Not really. You're just doing what comes most naturally, which is restoring balance to tough situations.

too late? ;/

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D

2009-09-18T12:07:00.006+08:00

Wa screw blogger,
so much trouble...
#50 post so troublesome..
Didn't attend school today,
was tired.

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-~~HER~~ ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D

For one & only you ♥
You know i won't be that way,
I'm not gonna treat you like he did ;]
Whatever it takes...

BTW,
to GoogleChrome viewer,
sorry didn't realize that the font was rather small in your browser..
and the hearts in GoogleChrome Browser doesn't seems right,
i try fixing it ;]

Going out soon,

later.

[Edit]
Mixed feeling now,
suddenly...
feel so scared...
feel so happy...
sad,
nervous.

I accepted you with my heart and soul.
You are my one and only ;]
♥

Today Horoscope,18/09/09
You have every right to doubt someone if your antennae are twitching. You have even more of a right if they've already given you reason to do so. Of course, you don't need to let on that you're feeling this way. Keeping your emotions under wraps will give you the chance to investigate what's going on and come to a solid conclusion. So for now, watch and wait -- which just so happens to be on the list of what you do best.

hah

2009-09-17T22:38:00.003+08:00

Sorry luh,
always post make you think about that how i dun trust you,
i make sure i trust you from now onwards...
Hahas,
it's a long day today...
Reach-ed home at 10.35pm
receiving msg by daddy at 10.34pm
when i just entered his room saying,
whr you ;-) with a happy face.
hahas..

idk what to do now lol,
not going to sku tomorrow,
my mum agreed to let me stay at home to rest too.
Happy family! :D

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-HER ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D

Today Horoscope,17/09/09
When you're working on tasks for other people today, you can't be too meticulous! Whether you're just doing someone a favor or taking on a project that has the potential to change your entire career path, you have to be very careful and methodical in your efforts. Don't go halfway with this -- pull out all the stops, and show them that you are someone they can depend on to get things right the first time. You are poised to impress some very powerful people.

hmmm,not my time yet i suppose...

Btw,
1 more month to my birthday,
wanted to ask you the question today,
but didn't,i dun have the the courage to ask you that question.
Idk why,
it feels so hard asking you that,
and i feel so deep towards you ;/

horoscope,

2009-09-16T19:55:00.004+08:00

Today Horoscope,16/09/09
There has been a steady progression of your passions: First they started in your rational brain. Then they took up residence in your heart, growing into something that you truly believed in. But they will move into your gut. Now, more than ever, what you believe in will give you the sense of direction you may be looking for. Use your voice to inspire others to action. A stronger power is coming into your life soon -- someone who can help you make a bigger impact.

Is the someone who can help me to make a bigger impact issit her? ;/

However,after she graduate and promote to college
there will sure be a better guy ;]
So,i bet it won't last even we are together...

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-HER ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D

I want to sing this lyrics to you,
Song:You can
By:David Archuleta
Take me where I've never been
Help me on my feet again
Show me that good things come
To those who wait

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me, I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Baby, when you look at me
Tell me what do you see?
Are these the eyes of someone
You could love?

'Cause everything that brought me here
Well, not it all seems so clear
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Save me from myself, you can
And it's you and no one else
If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end

If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love

Only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes
Bring me to my knees and make me cry
And no one's ever done this
Everything was just a lie and I know, yes, I know

This is where it all begins
So tell me it will never end
I can't fool myself
It's you and no one else

If I could wish upon tomorrow
Tonight would never end
If you asked me I would follow
But for now I'll just pretend
If anyone can make me fall in love, you can

Show me that good things come
To those who wait

...
Off i go to eat,
than anime,
than Amath...

[Edit]
Desmond Lim JianFa- [D]un [L]ove [J]ian[F]a
Very true uh...

Aiya,no mood le,
Dun want do A-math le,
feel so stupid when doing it,
i go sleep better.

I still love you,
I still like you,
I still miss you,
I'm still waiting.
It's never ending

hehe

2009-09-15T16:23:00.004+08:00

Wa screw the cable maintenance downstair,
and just freaking screwed my internet,
therefore,no games today ;]

btw,i always post the birthday wishlist till my birthday bcuz,
i scared people forget [LOL]
i scared people didn't see the previous post,hahas
therefore,fear it whenever you visit my blog till 17october ;]

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-HER ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D

Also,the colour of the font should be mentioned as well,
Grey - Sad stuff [lol]
Red- Serious stuff
Yellow- Updates

Today dunno why so moody lol,
might be tired ba...
not enough sleep throughout the weeks,
now got panda eyes le ;[
Also kept thinking about her make me feel so...
idk what the word to describe how i feel ;x

Today Horoscope,15/09/09
Every time you get rid of an old idea, assumption or unwanted item, you make room for a new influx of energy and growth. Today, you could use a big dose of freshness, so see what you can do to empty a few closets (emotional and bedroom alike). Whether you toss out a relationship, a grudge or an old sweater, you'll immediately feel a sense of freedom and relief. You've been released from hanging on to what you thought you needed. The truth is you already have everything you need.

Very true,
i also wanted to post about what i feel about my life,
RenAn oso say that i am fortunate enough to be in my family ;]
Of course comparing to other family,i feel like i'm in the best family in the world.
Frankly speaking,i got whatever i need,at the very least the basics.
However,i haven fully gotten what i want,
THEREFORE! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING MAKE THIS WISH COME TRUE.LOLLL
kidding ;]

GOING TO FAINT SOON,
THEREFORE,
GOING TO REST.
HEADACHE AND TIRED.

s

2009-09-14T15:30:00.003+08:00

Today horoscope,14/09/09
You're never shy about letting people know what you want and you're so darned charming about it that they don't mind rushing right out to get it for you. At the moment, those abilities will be even more potent. Once you realize just how much power you've got over others, it's going to be up to you to use it wisely -- and fairly. Of course, you wrote the book on fairness!

Going out cya.

[Edit]
Trust have limits,and that is what everybody says.
And i strongly agree with it too...
I trust you,but dun exceed the limit...
Went out to study,just back
tired headache,thats all...

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-HER ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D
-Red crumpler bag ;D
-Red addidas watch ;D
-SOFT toy! big enough to hug! :D

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

OUT!

2009-09-13T09:48:00.002+08:00

Going out now ;]
cya,
i♥ you

[Edit]
~~lol~~
col[Cry out loud]
So,you treat me as a brother or a friend?
i hope it's friend...
Whenever i am able to see you,
i feel like i'm dreaming...
Cause i just can't express the feeling i'm having,
and the feeling towards you is just too strong.
I trusted you,but whenever i mentioned him
the impression to me is the same...

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
'Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can.
If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can.
I can see it in your eyes
You feel the same about us as I
There is no way the truth can be disguised
You're still in love with me
You were never really out of love with me
Your eyes don't lie.
I keep holding out for what I don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you
So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do
Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
So strong, so strong, is what I'm feeling
It's too much, too much
Oh, don't let go
Don't let go
I'm the one for you tonight
I'm the one for you forever
If it takes a little time
I know that he left you in pieces
You know that I won't be that way
I'm not gonna treat you like he did
Ooh, whatever it takes
You think history is repeated
You keep on pushing me away
Oh, but nothing's gonna change
Waiting for yesterday

Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-HER ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D

Today horoscope,13/09/09
A friend has recently come to you with a super offer, and you're tempted to take it. Unfortunately, they're not waiting for an answer, and you've got more important things to attend to. They want to introduce you to a whole new peer group -- to some people they're sure you'll fit in with just perfectly. If you can talk them into waiting just two days, it could be a blessing.

Whenever

2009-09-13T00:14:00.002+08:00

Whenever you didn't reply me,
i felt that i have lost connection to the entire world...
Just like now.
Updated birthday wishlist ;x
Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-HER ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano
-New Razer mouse. ;D

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

Speechless

2009-09-12T00:42:00.007+08:00

Aiya...idk what to do la,
i'm completely speechless for the first time...
My mind is in complete blankness,
My mind is only about you...
Idk why cuz it the first time feeling like this...
and if u really do like him,
and you really do like her,
tell me please i won't bother u guys...
zzzzzzzzzzzz,dno what to do now...

Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-HER ♥ i dun think i can get her.
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

[Edit]
Slept for 4hrs,4.30am to 8.30am..
no mood to sleep,no mood to play,no mood for anything...

Today Horoscope,12/09/09
Going out? You sure are, and you're undoubtedly looking forward to it, too. After the crazy few days you've had, it's not surprising you need a little down time. And it's also quite possible that a dear one has arranged an impromptu gathering at their place -- which means you won't be stuck cleaning up all day tomorrow.

Pretty,but pity not for me..
but i hope it could happen,cuz im down lately ;[
I still doesn't know what to do,
after my sleep for another 2 hours,
apparently it doesn't seems to help...
I can't sleep in peace,
i just can't stop thinking about you.
It like i'm stuck in your world...
Can't anyone save me out...
or can't you create space for me in your world?
It don't feel right about what you replied...
Seriously the feeling is not right,
it not that i don't trust you...
Not you girl ;]

& most importantly,
Thanks Pearlina jie ;]
cheered me up <3

On my top Playlist:
ThreeDaysGrace
David Archuleta
All-American Rejects

Suddenly feel like posting this hahas

2nd

2009-09-11T01:18:00.003+08:00

2nd post per day i guess or maybe this could be the post for tomorrow updates if there is any ;]
just suddenly,i really miss you...idk why ;/
I cant even explain the emotion which is so deep...
sorry...

Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-HER ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

Today horoscope,11/09/09

Here we go. It's time for you to make connections -- and promises, too. The good news is that if someone tells you they mean it now, they really do. Today's astrological agenda calls for nothing but rock-solid intensity. But the best news is that you'll be able to get close to people without even trying. And with the weekend just a stone's throw away, you'll have plenty of time to see things happen.

hahas,

hmm

2009-09-10T19:03:00.006+08:00

Tired,and quite moody bcuz u are moody ;]
when to play basketball from 12 to 6.
walking home from yewtee that time,
was J-walking,wanted to cross that time,
message came look,cross the road
and knocked my toe to the ground...
now bleeding ;[ heng no fall down if not i can't post this post le...
will be dead ;x Kena bang.
imissyou alot!♥
There a lot i haven't say.

Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-HER ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

Today Horoscope,10/09/09
The phone will probably start ringing bright and early this morning -- and you really shouldn't ignore it this time. Someone's due to call who has quite the news to share, and maybe even a romantic question to ask. Oh, and if the phone doesn't ring, don't just sit there. Make the call you're hoping for yourself. Who cares if it's you or the person on the other end who makes the first move?

Too late to read this ba.They updated so slowly,screw friendster

[Edit]
I don't meant to update this part,
but suddenly i felt that i needed to...
I won't feel happy if you don't mean it..
as who would seriously...
and it not that i don't trust you,
not that i don't believe you,
not that i'm forcing you to,
just wanted to type this out...
Also i realize after i know you i gave you a hard time,
you are moody most of the time,
and i think i failed as a friend...
Sorry...
If you want me to get out of your life,
you can always say so... ;]

idk.

2009-09-09T22:26:00.005+08:00

I seriously dunno what to do...
I like you ;/
but i will not bother you
since you don't care me..
and it actually fine cause you dun feel the same way
towards each other and i understand...
You might be admiring some other guys out there,
but i still like you,i won't give up...

Gloomy day,Moody night.

Horoscope today,09/09/09
When it comes to meeting someone new, you're always game. It's your astrological job, and you're good at it. Your social skills may be a bit taxed now, however. Not because you won't want to be nice, but because you may want to be extra nice -- to someone who's not quite available at the moment. Easy there! Don't start something you won't know how to finish.

Very true.

Birthday wishlist ;x -will be here to remind you till my birthday FEAR IT! :D
-HER ♥
-New wallet ;x
-Red PSP ;p
-Good result for N'lvl
-Good result for O'lvl math
-Everyone who is taking their N and O to have good results
-Everyone to be healthy! :D
-Red laptop LOL
-Ipod Touch or RED ipod nano

i know i asked a lot but most of them could be fulfill by you guys! :D

haha

2009-09-07T10:01:00.002+08:00

I am no Prince
I am no Saint
I am not anyones wildest dream,
But I can stand behind
And be someone to fall back on.

And I will be
Your prince,
Ill be your saint,
I will go crashing through fences
In your name. I will, I swear -
Ill be someone to fall back on!
Ill be the one who waits,
And for as long as youll let me,
I will be the one you need.
Ill be someone to fall back on

Fall on me ;]

[Edit]
Nomatter how you look,
How you speak,
How you do stuff,
How people hate you,
How people like you,
How people look at you,
How people think of you,
How you see stuff,
What your age is,
No matter how you ignore me,
No matter how you feel about me,
I still like you ;]
And
Won't hate you.

Confusion

2009-09-06T12:48:00.008+08:00

Did someone just cast Confusion onto me...
cause im totally confused now...
i'm going out now seeya
when im back i will post again! :D

[Edit]
Back...
Im speechless...
Humans,uses lies to gain benefits.
hate it...
i suddenly feel like scolding people ;/
zzz.

When i see this picture i think of you...

Write you a song-PWT's
I don't know how to make lots of money
I got debts that I'm trying to pay
I can't buy you nice things, like big diamond rings
But that don't mean much anyway
I can't give you the house you've been dreaming
If I could I would build it alone
I'd be out there all day, just hammering away
Make us a place of our own

I will write you a song
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong
I will write you a song
And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without you

I don't know that I'd make a good soldier
I don't believe in being violent and cruel
I don't know how to fight, but I'll draw blood tonight
If somebody tries hurting you

I will write you a song
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong
I will write you a song
And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without you

Now that it's out on the table (it's out on the table)
Both of us knew all along (knew all along)
I've got your lovin' and you've got my song

I don't know how to make lots of money
I don't know all the right things to do
I can't say where we'll go, but the one thing I know
Is how to be a good man to you
Until I die that's what I'll do

I will write you a song
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong
I will write you a song
And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without
I will write you a song (I will write you a song)
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong (love is still strong)
I will write you a song
And you know from this song that I just can't go on without you

,

i dunno could i trust her.
Is she lying or it true
Trust is not there yet.

Some guys treat relationship with girls like a game...
Even some girls treat relationship with guys like a game too...
Dun like den dun be together why change gf/bf as though it ur hobby...
[Not referring to anyone]

All the best for people taking N'lvl MT tomorrow!

hah

2009-09-05T10:16:00.009+08:00

Going out to meet her now...

Everytime i watched Pandora Hearts,

i will feel dam weird,the storyline is great ;D

Okay,

Gonna go

post after i'm back ;D

[Edit]12midnight
I'm back after the long day ;]
when to find Cerlyn and went to RP together..
studied till 6.15 gtg...so all went off together..
needed to find my family at clarkquay had dinner together ;]
after that went shopping together,bought 4shirts 2Cocktail wine ;/

Today Horoscope,05/09/09

To make a friend, you have to be one. So if you feel like you and a certain someone have been drifting apart, examine what you're really feeling. Ask yourself some hard questions too -- like have you been there for this person in the same way you want them to be there for you? If the answer's no, now's the time to start making some big changes for the better in the way you and you-know-who interact.

...just like me and him...

hais dunno what to do now...confused...
He and She?...idk...i really dunno.
i'm moodless,Tired,Stressed and Confused so dun bother me...
Stupid,Ugly...pure failure...

i lack of confident and seriously i lack of them...

[Time of Dying]TDG- ;] -1.50am
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

I will not die
(I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

I will not die
(I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

.

[Edit]-2.06am
Imissyou alot ;[
goodnite ;]
gonna go out tomorrow again ;x

haha.

2009-09-04T22:19:00.005+08:00

eh...
today went out to study.
nothing much ;]

If you ever tell me you want her ,
like what she say to her too...
i can always let you.

No appetite as usual,no mood as usual...
WINNER!
as usual imy ;/
even it just a second ago...

But still i feel not right,
just doesn't feel right...
know that i feel not right but i doesn't know why...

Also everybody have different Ordinary,normal...
everyone got different standard...
different weakness and different talents...
So in this world there nothing called a perfect being and nobody is the same

Today horoscope,4/09/09
The person with whom you've been spending all the free time you can possibly manage has made it quite clear that they're interested in spending even more of their waking hours with you. If you're also quite interested, however, don't keep them on hold forever. The longer you wait, the more unsure they'll feel. And after all, you admire confidence in a mate, don't you?

Alone we are nothing,
United we are Something.
No matter how weak ur team or you might be,
teamwork is victory,Victory might not be what you win
but it can be what you learn...
Teamwork can help anything in life... ;D

Lingsheng house

2009-09-03T14:30:00.002+08:00

Now at lingsheng house ;]
no mood lea ;/

[edit]
at home now ;]
Went out to study in the morning with Lingsheng and Sebastian till 12+
den went to Lingsheng house ;/
3+ went to meet Cerlyn,Pearlina,WS,WK and Biscuit Man ;]
studied till 10 went home ;x

My self-esteem is lowered by my leg ;/

Today horoscope,3/09/09
Relationships are always your number-one priority, but at the moment, that's going to go double. Your lucky other half -- or prospective other half -- will enjoy all kinds of wonderful attention, all aimed at ensuring that they know not only how deeply you care, but also that those feelings aren't going anywhere. It's a given that your feelings will be returned, but it might be nice to have that conversation anyway.
okay...
Missed her,but still missing her.♥

...

2009-09-02T15:32:00.010+08:00

Empty?
Speechless.

Head pain,feeling down
Mouth dumb-ed.

I'm a failure who fails...
Alone i am nobody...

原来爱情可以来的这么突然.
♥

[edit]
Some people can lie till so dumbly,lols ;x
why is this fking big!

Today

2009-09-01T21:29:00.012+08:00

Today went out to study with same group but surprisingly,Leon came along ;]
Met two new fren today,Marcus and Meixuan...

Today topic ;/
People is very sensitive and i meant everybody even you and me ;D
it the matter that you want to be or not...

Well,i wanted to reply yes...
but some people is more sensitive ;/
and dunwant her to get hurt? ;/

♥.

[Edit]
Today Horoscope,1st/09/09

Having a carefree life doesn't require you to forgo all your responsibilities and live like a free spirit. If you are trying to focus on just having a good time right now, don't make the mistake of clearing your calendar to do it. Having commitments helps you appreciate your downtime all the more, so be sure to keep a healthy balance between work and play. If you have no reason to wake up in the morning, or no place to feel useful, you'll never truly be happy.

Force bring no ~~happiness~~

hmm

2009-08-31T20:05:00.003+08:00

Went to school in the morning,as usual boring...
Teacher's day celebration as usual sucks ;/

Elderly...for what i see most of the elderly in Singapore ain't happy ;/
They seems sad and thats all?
For what i think,elderly just want simple happiness from FAMILY.
To visit them often,to not forgetting them and showing respect towards them..
that i think ;]

Suddenly,i feel like saying that ain't Love suppose to be selfish?.
And Love true-ly is very strong ;/

Also,
Today Horoscope,31stAugust2009 ;]

You've had your natural diplomacy running in high gear for some time with regard to a given situation -- perhaps work related, maybe in the romantic realm or maybe just with your car mechanic -- but you, too, have your limits. Call off your peacekeeping mission before you totally burn yourself out. A little conflict doesn't have to be scary, and it can even be quite productive. Say what you mean and mean what you say.

Very true but do i have the courage?

CAREBEAR!

2009-08-30T16:45:00.007+08:00

Your Carebear just reminds me of you...
Imy

♥.

[Edit]
I felt different,in a different perspective u have changed after that message?
I don't know,I'm Confused.
As far as my knowledge tells me that,everyone in this planet have the same emotion and same sense is just how you make use of them and how you see them ;]
And hopefully,for someone i talked to just now,nobody true-ly know the future not even fortune tellers!So...let's hope for the best in the future..Since you are afraid of being hated by me than cherish me now...not being BHB...but it's true

Cheers,whoever is upset now!

Today

2009-08-29T09:56:00.006+08:00

Today woke up early ;]
8am Pearlina msged me ;]
msg with her on bed till 9am and decided to wake up already ;D
went to online...few online,after awhile all so early online lol ;x
I always forget what i wanted to post ;/

[Edit]
Went out after all ;]
Actually not planning to go,but end up still go study at Republic Poly.
With Cerlyn,Pearlina,WeiSheng kor[LOL],Sebastian,Weikuan and patricia.
After awhile Yongzhen and zi kai came
I did the SocialStudies paper Cerlyn gave me ;]
quite easy i can say haha...
Around 7+ went to CWP,ate and off we go! :D
Tired..

hah.

2009-08-28T14:50:00.003+08:00

Didn't attend school today,due to lack of sleep the day before hahas...
Yesterday went out to study with the same group of people ;]
studied till 9+...Dinner-ed at CWP with Sebastian,Pearlina and Weisheng ;]
After awhile Weisheng went home since it quite late already as he stayed at Malaysia ;D
Pearlina accompany us throughout,Thanks! :D
wanted to accompany her home,but no energy.sorry ;p

Well,off to do the SocialStudy paper Cerlyn gave to me! :D
thanks.

[edit]
I could hardly wait to leave this place!
I think i'm better off alone.

haha.

2009-08-26T17:51:00.002+08:00

Haha!
Thanks Vivian bestie! :D
for helping me post that cute DotA picture ;x
Well...today got back science paper FAILED!...
Amath...Paper 1 failed...Paper 2 PASSED WEEEE! :D
not bad improved i passed...
but not happy with my result ;/

kk,off i go!
i edit after i remember what i wanted to post! :D

:D

2009-08-26T16:29:00.002+08:00

I LOVE DOTA! xD!!